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End of August.
I do think some hard changes need to happen in my life but until then I’ll look at beautiful buildings and the sky.

End of August.
I do think some hard changes need to happen in my life but until then I’ll look at beautiful buildings and the sky.

Summer storms 💕

Summer storms 💕

Who’s on their 1000th existential crisis?
I think they call it anxiety now.

#noseriously #womeninfilm #livinginsillygoofyfunland #vintagefinds

Who’s on their 1000th existential crisis?
I think they call it anxiety now.

#noseriously #womeninfilm #livinginsillygoofyfunland #vintagefinds

You know that hard time in your life where you don’t know where you’re going or if manifestation is even a thing or if this is how it’s meant to be and everything sucks or if you even know who you are anymore?

Why does that happen every week?

You know that hard time in your life where you don’t know where you’re going or if manifestation is even a thing or if this is how it’s meant to be and everything sucks or if you even know who you are anymore?

Why does that happen every week?

Okay. I do not normally do this, but this matcha was actually the best matcha I’ve ever had in Portland. It’s called Neo Coffee and it’s run by this mystical tonberry of a man who whips up magic using all these tinctures and dried fruit. Everything he did was carefully curated- not too sweet or tart- just right. I tried some of my friends too and it was delicious.
Truly amazing. 20/10 💕😌 plugging him like… 👩‍🦳✨

#influencershit

Okay. I do not normally do this, but this matcha was actually the best matcha I’ve ever had in Portland. It’s called Neo Coffee and it’s run by this mystical tonberry of a man who whips up magic using all these tinctures and dried fruit. Everything he did was carefully curated- not too sweet or tart- just right. I tried some of my friends too and it was delicious.
Truly amazing. 20/10 💕😌 plugging him like… 👩‍🦳✨

#influencershit

It’s Monday
& Sam Neill has died.

#crybaby #notbeingdramaticoranything

It’s Monday
& Sam Neill has died.

#crybaby #notbeingdramaticoranything

Who’s got better taste?
Prolly her lmao

#bff #livinginsillygoofyfunland

Who’s got better taste?
Prolly her lmao

#bff #livinginsillygoofyfunland

the show is never gonna be over 🤫💕

What a fun and amazing crew, great actors, and beautiful shots! I seriously learned a lot of great stuff on this one.

Special thank you to @pdxframework

Cast:
Dylan J Locke - @dylanjlocke
Mona Locke - @mona_locke
Quoc L Sin
Sixela Marenco - @heckingsix
Robin Vada Song - @robinvadasong
Randal Lawrence - @randalllawrence1984

Extras:
Kristina Pascaul - @queenofhearteyes
Robert ‘River’ Langford - @betweensnowsandseas
David Smith - @smith1046
Nolan Michael - @nolan.michael92

Crew:
Producers: Megean Sanchez & Lily Ng
Director: Jenny M. Ng
1st AD: Megean Sanchez - Megeantheconqueror
Cinematographer: Jason Lee - @lucky_tungsten
1st AC: Andrew Cairns - @and_makes
Sound: Alex Sales - @asales.soundmix
Production Designer: August Oaks - @augustttttttttttttttttttt
Set Decorator: Natalie Lee - @tamagotchimami
Gaffer: Emily Schumacher - @eschum_dp
Grip: Peter Orsini - @pizza_the_boy_video
Hair & Makeup: Kristi Tavolacci - @strawberryinpnw
UPM: Randal Lawrence - @randalllawrence1984
Key PA / Production Coordinator: Jelana Canfield - @jancananything
Art PA: Laura Calzada @lauracakes16
PA: Violet Sturgis @violetstruggles

#behindthescenes #filmisnotdead #wif #futureoffilm

the show is never gonna be over 🤫💕

What a fun and amazing crew, great actors, and beautiful shots! I seriously learned a lot of great stuff on this one.

Special thank you to @pdxframework

Cast:
Dylan J Locke - @dylanjlocke
Mona Locke - @mona_locke
Quoc L Sin
Sixela Marenco - @heckingsix
Robin Vada Song - @robinvadasong
Randal Lawrence - @randalllawrence1984

Extras:
Kristina Pascaul - @queenofhearteyes
Robert ‘River’ Langford - @betweensnowsandseas
David Smith - @smith1046
Nolan Michael - @nolan.michael92

Crew:
Producers: Megean Sanchez & Lily Ng
Director: Jenny M. Ng
1st AD: Megean Sanchez - Megeantheconqueror
Cinematographer: Jason Lee - @lucky_tungsten
1st AC: Andrew Cairns - @and_makes
Sound: Alex Sales - @asales.soundmix
Production Designer: August Oaks - @augustttttttttttttttttttt
Set Decorator: Natalie Lee - @tamagotchimami
Gaffer: Emily Schumacher - @eschum_dp
Grip: Peter Orsini - @pizza_the_boy_video
Hair & Makeup: Kristi Tavolacci - @strawberryinpnw
UPM: Randal Lawrence - @randalllawrence1984
Key PA / Production Coordinator: Jelana Canfield - @jancananything
Art PA: Laura Calzada @lauracakes16
PA: Violet Sturgis @violetstruggles

#behindthescenes #filmisnotdead #wif #futureoffilm

Sometimes I forget there is a world outside my computer 😬
Little moments.

Sometimes I forget there is a world outside my computer 😬
Little moments.

Sunday Best

I like to imagine myself as a rainbow
Bouncing off a million shards of glass
Extending my wings past the pews of the church
Some unholy dynasty
Disappearing into
A hush

So quietly I rush
the distance from shadow to earth
Or from death to birth
To a place to rewrite the pain

An easier source to sustain than the grief, and loneliness, and fears that I rewind in my car
Replaying moments where I felt far
Wide eyed staring off into the powder blue

Was I supposed to be god?
Or be light?
Was I supposed to turn jagged tiles through fire and ash into a mosaic of “am I worthy?”

How do I exist?

When existence is on the pinpoint of the needle
Crosshatched into the ghost in my soul
Drawing madness across the empty stone
Flesh and bone and tears
The organ screams
The painted years

Was I supposed to be on my knees?

We sit in the silence of what should be
And as it extends what I dream doesn’t matter
I swallow the rainbow
And the light disappears behind
Delivering me in the broken wing of a black bird
Safe and hidden from the picture of Mary holding water for the sinners
Swallowing that hush
Behind the teeth, and tongue, and throat
Deep into that ghost
Leaving me alone in the darkness.

#poetry #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagrams❤️❤️

Sunday Best

I like to imagine myself as a rainbow
Bouncing off a million shards of glass
Extending my wings past the pews of the church
Some unholy dynasty
Disappearing into
A hush

So quietly I rush
the distance from shadow to earth
Or from death to birth
To a place to rewrite the pain

An easier source to sustain than the grief, and loneliness, and fears that I rewind in my car
Replaying moments where I felt far
Wide eyed staring off into the powder blue

Was I supposed to be god?
Or be light?
Was I supposed to turn jagged tiles through fire and ash into a mosaic of “am I worthy?”

How do I exist?

When existence is on the pinpoint of the needle
Crosshatched into the ghost in my soul
Drawing madness across the empty stone
Flesh and bone and tears
The organ screams
The painted years

Was I supposed to be on my knees?

We sit in the silence of what should be
And as it extends what I dream doesn’t matter
I swallow the rainbow
And the light disappears behind
Delivering me in the broken wing of a black bird
Safe and hidden from the picture of Mary holding water for the sinners
Swallowing that hush
Behind the teeth, and tongue, and throat
Deep into that ghost
Leaving me alone in the darkness.

#poetry #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagrams❤️❤️

I was told there would be cookies.
& other things I write in my notes app that make me laugh.

Shout out to @fringebeing

I was told there would be cookies.
& other things I write in my notes app that make me laugh.

Shout out to @fringebeing

🦋

#blue

🦋

#blue

La Vie En I’m Busy

La Vie En I’m Busy

Sometimes you gotta be proud of yourself you didn’t give up.
No matter how hard it was.

The fact I even exist after this week is a win. 🥇

Sometimes you gotta be proud of yourself you didn��’t give up.
No matter how hard it was.

The fact I even exist after this week is a win. 🥇

Recently relistened and mannnnn 😅

Shout out to @offshorepaddleco who gave me all my early music tastes.

Recently relistened and mannnnn 😅

Shout out to @offshorepaddleco who gave me all my early music tastes.

Wishing everyone a wonderful day 💕

Except for the CEO and owner of Bricks & Minifigs
May your socks forever be wet 😑

Wishing everyone a wonderful day 💕

Except for the CEO and owner of Bricks & Minifigs
May your socks forever be wet 😑

Real friends keep you from makin bad decisions 🤫

Real friends keep you from makin bad decisions 🤫

Making a short film doesn’t have to be this ridiculous hard feat. Sometimes it can just be a bunch of friends- in a living room- drinking Kool-aid- and having laughs.
💕🎥

Check out our Proof of Concept for Chalet on @rookieprod and be sure to follow along as we show you the making of @inc0g.negr0 debut feature film.

#friendship #metaglasses #livinginsillygoofyfunland #behindthescenes #wifpdx

Making a short film doesn’t have to be this ridiculous hard feat. Sometimes it can just be a bunch of friends- in a living room- drinking Kool-aid- and having laughs.
💕🎥

Check out our Proof of Concept for Chalet on @rookieprod and be sure to follow along as we show you the making of @inc0g.negr0 debut feature film.

#friendship #metaglasses #livinginsillygoofyfunland #behindthescenes #wifpdx

Very happy I got to work with the Portland crew on this one. Thank you @damianbyington for bringing me on. 💕

Check out WWII with Tom Hanks on the history channel!
Be sure to follow @aefactualstudios

#ae #historychannel #tomhanks

Very happy I got to work with the Portland crew on this one. Thank you @damianbyington for bringing me on. 💕

Check out WWII with Tom Hanks on the history channel!
Be sure to follow @aefactualstudios

#ae #historychannel #tomhanks

Her name is Lady Anne
& I grew her in my bathroom by my toilet :)

Good things do bloom in odd places.
#hehhehheh

Her name is Lady Anne
& I grew her in my bathroom by my toilet :)

Good things do bloom in odd places.
#hehhehheh

Now back to my original ho content 🌺
Bye spring #byyyyyeeeeeeee

#alsoiknowitsummeryet #butitisinmyhead #letmelivemylife

Now back to my original ho content 🌺
Bye spring #byyyyyeeeeeeee

#alsoiknowitsummeryet #butitisinmyhead #letmelivemylife

Come watch our students bring Shakespeare’s beloved A Midsummer Night’s Dream to life! But make it disco 🪩

🎭 Showtimes:
Thursday – Saturday, May 14–16 | Doors open at 7PM
Closing Night: Sunday, May 17 | 2PM

📍 Reynolds High School Fine & Performing Arts Center
1698 SW Cherry Park Rd, Troutdale, OR 97060

🎟️ Grab your tickets at the door or online:
https://events.hometownticketing.com/organization/be997276-e684-45cf-8b42-93bb0d8c8f27

💛 Can’t make it? You can still support our amazing arts program with a donation:
https://checkout.square.site/merchant/60RFJAP0BRB0S/checkout/2NJJWST3H4DVRJK3MDH5JOJM

Come show these incredible kids some love! 💕

#midsummernightsdream #theaterkids #theaterlife

Come watch our students bring Shakespeare’s beloved A Midsummer Night’s Dream to life! But make it disco 🪩

🎭 Showtimes:
Thursday – Saturday, May 14–16 | Doors open at 7PM
Closing Night: Sunday, May 17 | 2PM

📍 Reynolds High School Fine & Performing Arts Center
1698 SW Cherry Park Rd, Troutdale, OR 97060

🎟️ Grab your tickets at the door or online:
https://events.hometownticketing.com/organization/be997276-e684-45cf-8b42-93bb0d8c8f27

💛 Can’t make it? You can still support our amazing arts program with a donation:
https://checkout.square.site/merchant/60RFJAP0BRB0S/checkout/2NJJWST3H4DVRJK3MDH5JOJM

Come show these incredible kids some love! 💕

#midsummernightsdream #theaterkids #theaterlife

My besties remember me.

My besties remember me.

We are proud to announce the world premiere of LOCKDOWN at the Justice Media FilmFest — Friday, April 24th at the Power House Theatre in Walla Walla, WA.

LOCKDOWN is a 15-minute short film written, directed, and performed entirely by incarcerated creators inside Washington State Penitentiary. The film follows a group of men confined during a sudden lockdown. In the stillness of enforced isolation, they lean on one another for hope. And for survival.

Created in collaboration with screenwriter and producer Don Roff and Unincarcerated Productions, LOCKDOWN is exactly what this festival exists to celebrate - proof of what becomes possible when incarcerated artists are given the tools, the trust, and the space to tell their own stories.

This is its first public screening. We hope you’ll be in the room.
This Friday, April 24th
Gesa Power House Theatre | Walla Walla, WA
We only have a few tickets left! So come out and have fun! 💕
Follow @unincarceratedproductions for details!

We are proud to announce the world premiere of LOCKDOWN at the Justice Media FilmFest — Friday, April 24th at the Power House Theatre in Walla Walla, WA.

LOCKDOWN is a 15-minute short film written, directed, and performed entirely by incarcerated creators inside Washington State Penitentiary. The film follows a group of men confined during a sudden lockdown. In the stillness of enforced isolation, they lean on one another for hope. And for survival.

Created in collaboration with screenwriter and producer Don Roff and Unincarcerated Productions, LOCKDOWN is exactly what this festival exists to celebrate - proof of what becomes possible when incarcerated artists are given the tools, the trust, and the space to tell their own stories.

This is its first public screening. We hope you’ll be in the room.
This Friday, April 24th
Gesa Power House Theatre | Walla Walla, WA
We only have a few tickets left! So come out and have fun! 💕
Follow @unincarceratedproductions for details!

My little workin buddy 💕

My little workin buddy 💕

Springtime at Midnight
A lil visual poem

Haha I haven’t done one of these in so long. I forgot how much I loved making them.

#subliminal

Springtime at Midnight
A lil visual poem

Haha I haven’t done one of these in so long. I forgot how much I loved making them.

#subliminal

I don’t always share my poetry anymore because when I reread it it’s soooo sad. Lmao

Love Is Hiding

There’s a flame in a window I light for an impossible dream
A life unfiltered and unseen
Where the wind blows soft and sweet
Singing lullabies for my tears
And the endless days I’ve spent wandering
Mean something to the years

There’s a box beneath my bed
That I’ve filled with love letters and trinkets
I sometimes hold them in my palm instead of living
Little 4x6 postcards from loves long past giving apologies and answers to pain
I rewrite the memories to stay sane
And I know- that drawn lines in skin don’t mean anything if you don’t put weight to them
A dimple is just a dimple
But when I trace that indent to the places where it all began
That simple thing
makes me forget
what I thought mattered
And leaves my head empty as that box

There’s a blank page folded in a notebook I hide
Never asking what’s inside
Because possibility brings hopelessness now
Something about love in cursive
It reminds me how the dark caverns of my longing once created a hole in the earth that I’m told reached to the other side
So wide it seemed it might swallow me hole
So I let go
I let go

There’s a bead of truth
Strung to a necklace in the box by the window on the notebook on top of the night stand and the mess
Bouncing light and fighting wind and dreams
I never put it on
I never let it go
I never let it seem like I care
For I think if it wraps itself around me once more
I might just disappear
Into sea foam
That’s why I go it alone.

#poetsofinstagram #writersofinstagram

I don’t always share my poetry anymore because when I reread it it’s soooo sad. Lmao

Love Is Hiding

There’s a flame in a window I light for an impossible dream
A life unfiltered and unseen
Where the wind blows soft and sweet
Singing lullabies for my tears
And the endless days I’ve spent wandering
Mean something to the years

There’s a box beneath my bed
That I’ve filled with love letters and trinkets
I sometimes hold them in my palm instead of living
Little 4x6 postcards from loves long past giving apologies and answers to pain
I rewrite the memories to stay sane
And I know- that drawn lines in skin don’t mean anything if you don’t put weight to them
A dimple is just a dimple
But when I trace that indent to the places where it all began
That simple thing
makes me forget
what I thought mattered
And leaves my head empty as that box

There’s a blank page folded in a notebook I hide
Never asking what’s inside
Because possibility brings hopelessness now
Something about love in cursive
It reminds me how the dark caverns of my longing once created a hole in the earth that I’m told reached to the other side
So wide it seemed it might swallow me hole
So I let go
I let go

There’s a bead of truth
Strung to a necklace in the box by the window on the notebook on top of the night stand and the mess
Bouncing light and fighting wind and dreams
I never put it on
I never let it go
I never let it seem like I care
For I think if it wraps itself around me once more
I might just disappear
Into sea foam
That’s why I go it alone.

#poetsofinstagram #writersofinstagram

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